Wednesday, May 28, 2008


Hmmm, well - since Jeannette tagged we go:

What I was doing 10 years ago today:

-I was 20 years old and living with my boyfriend at the time...a long haired, motorcycle riding, nice enough, but all wrong for me guy who I'd started dating at 18, and stayed with until I was 23, yikes.
-I was working for the company I'm with now, as a dispatcher and inventory clerk.
-Probably spending way too much time trying to be susie homemaker with the cooking and the cleaning and trying to make our crappy apartment in AG actually tolerable enough to live in.
-I had just found out about and met in person, my half sister Leanne for the first time.
-Now that I think about it, there was quite a bit of family drama going on...dealing with an uncle's suicide - me moving out and not being on the best of terms with my parents or my brother - my grandfather's disapproval and broken relationship - and then you throw in a half sister my brother and I didn't know about...yeah - alot going on that year!

Five things on my to-do list today:

-Drink coffee
-Get my purchase order book organized and updated...and post checks
-Submit offers on two houses in the area
-Change diapers, make bottles, and keep my child occupied and happy
-Meet Alison at 4pm to pick up our veggies from the Harvest Share

Five snacks that I enjoy:

-Haribo gummi bears
-String cheese
-Gardetto's mustard pretzels

Five things I'd do if I was a millionaire:

-Buy houses for myself and my brother's family so we'd all be assured to live in the same area
-TRAVEL everywhere I've ever wanted to go...and some places I don't
-Set up a foundation of some sort, either to do with kids or animals
-Hire a personal trainer and chef to kick my butt and cook my food
-Try and fulfill other peoples lifelong dreams and wishes (hubs first)

Five places I've lived (in order):

-San Luis Obispo, CA
-Arroyo Grande, CA
-Shell Beach, CA
-Grover Beach, CA
-that's it...

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Saturday, May 24, 2008

What happens when...

Your husband dresses your child...

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Busy Bees

So last night, my little dude FINALLY fell asleep at about 5pm. He crashed hard in fact, that we couldn't wake him up. We had a pediatrician appointment this morning, so I wanted to give him a bath last night - but after him sleeping through a diaper change and many attempts on our part to rouse him...we had no luck, and felt bad for the guy since he'd been up so long and decided to let him sleep. He woke up twice during the night, which is standard - so I guess he's back to his normal schedule. Yesterday must have been a fluke thing.

We woke up at 7:30 this morning and hit the ground running...I immediately started the coffee pot, fed the boy, settled him into his crib with his little rainforest music maker, and I jumped into the shower, got dressed - then I stripped the kid and gave him a bath, got him dressed and calmed down. He has decided he likes the bath, but HAAATES when we take him out, so it takes some effort to chill him out afterwards...please observe the beginning stages of the meltdown:

and then I had juuuuust enough time to semi-dry my hair and put on my shoes before we had to head out the door for our 1 month check up with the doctor. Our doctor's office is right downtown, which means parking is a major pain....we found a spot, I dug up some change for the meter, and walked in the door 2 minutes early - WOOO! Granted, my hair was still half wet, and I had no make up on whatsoever - but dude, they're lucky I didn't stumble in there braless and stinky, so who cares about the make up - we were EARLY, and it was only 9:15!

The boy weighs 11.2 pounds, which means he's gaining about an ounce a day...holy mackerel. Doc was thrilled and said to keep it up. He also measured 22 inches, which means he's already grown 2 full inches since birth, which blows my mind. We talked alot about feedings and gassiness and colic and all that jazz, and then my kid had to get a Hep B shot. Now, they gave him one in the hospital, but they whisked him off to another room, so I wasn't there for that - or the vitamin K shot they gave him right after he was born. So the nurse comes into the room and says "okay mom, now I know this is your first time with the shot thing - so be prepared to have a hard time seeing him so upset...alot of mom's cry the first time (which I knew and was prepared for) - so just remember he'll be fine!"

So she reaches down, grabs his leg and administers the shot...

My kid went "heh - heh" and then proceeded to do the maggie simpson on his pacifier and look at me with giant suspicious eyeballs...and that was pretty much it. No screaming, no tears, barely even a peep out of the boy. The nurse was like "wow, he didn't even cry! no warning needed I guess eh?"...he's now sporting a groovy snoopy bandaid on his leg and all is well.

After our appointment, we hightailed it home so I could get some billing done - after about about an hour, I fed him....during which he decided to flash me his "yo-yo, wuz up" pose
After a quick change, we headed into the office (I go in on tuesdays and thursdays). If I time it right, he'll fall asleep in the car and stay sleeping the entire time I'm there, so I can bust out everything I need to do before he needs something. Today, I had alot of things to catch up on and then our printer decided to take a at one point, I was there long enough that I had to feed and change him again and luckily he was in a good enough mood to just chill out at my desk with me while I finished up my work. Then I loaded up my car with deliveries, and hightailed it home so I could print out the rest of my billing on my printer (since my boss had ours torn apart and it was getting late in the afternoon). So, after stopping at the house and printing everything I needed to, squeezing in another feeding and diaper was time for me to drop the billing off to our customer - well, these are people who I've been talking to on the phone for 10 years, so once they knew I had the kid with me, it became an hour long visit with everyone in the office and the boy was passed around until he started to fuss from all the overstimulation...which is when I looked at the clock and realized it was 5pm and I was supposed to meet Alison to pick up the veggies for our harvest share - OOPS...I was a bit late. My critter was still upset and screaming when I got there, but Alison worked her magic and held him and swayed with him and he felt right asleep on her chest.

I got home and was finishing up some work and then suddenly we lost all our electricity. So, no more work for me! Luckily it came on in just enough time for our DVR to catch the Grey's finale...priorities, you know?

SO yes, busy busy day - but everything went well, and I'm so grateful that my little man travels well and is able to go with the flow on days like today. I got alot accomplished and I actually look forward to my in-office days because to be honest...I can get a bit of cabin fever being stuck in this house.

We have company coming this weekend, so I've got some tidying up to do tomorrow and then my dad is coming to have lunch with me and he's going to have hang time with his grandson for a bit afterwards, so I can get some WORK done.

On that note, whaddya say it's PICTURE time hmmm?
The other day, I was getting my critter ready for a bath, and as I was pulling off his shirt, it got stuck on his giant I grabbed the camera and had some fun. May I present to you, mind reader extraordinaire, The Great Adamski!!!

I shall tell you your future....

Let me meditate for a moment...

hmmmmm, you're future looks like it will be....

One pissed off kid if you don't get this thing off my head, and the camera out of my face!

Seriously, does the boy know how to work that bottom lip or WHAT?

The Birth Story

While it's still relatively fresh in my mind...I figured it was high time I sat down and typed out my birth story. Someday 10 years from now, perhaps I'll be able to come back and read this and be reminded of that time in my life and maybe I'll have completely different thoughts about the whole experience by then, ha!
Here goes:

So Monday, April 14th is when I had my last appointment. If you all remember, I was still only 1cm dialated and not at all effaced. I was supposed to go in for a non-stress test on Wednesday, and they scheduled me for an induction on that Saturday. That night, we picked up a Klondike pizza (my fave!) and sat down to watch the movie "No Reservations". We headed for bed around 11pm. I stayed up and read for a while and then tossed and turned because my back was hurting . Eventually at around midnight, I got out of bed because I was so uncomfortable. I was feeling waves of backpain....completely different from any of the Braxton Hicks contractions I'd felt before, so I wasn't really sure that what I was feeling were even contractions. I considered maybe a pulled back muscle - or gas....but then I decided to start timing things, and the waves were coming every few minutes or so. As the hour went on, the pain became much more intense and I found myself pacing around the living room and up and down the hallway trying to ease the pain and wondering if I was in labor. I finally woke up hubs at about 1am and told him what was going on...he got up and started timing for me, and within a short time - he saw the look of pain on my face and decided to call the doctor. We got the A-OK to head to the hospital so they could monitor and assess me.
We got dressed and grabbed all our bags and climbed into the car...both of us bleary eyed and baffled at the TYPE of pain I was feeling. My back hurt so bad, that sitting in the car was torture - I just wanted to be walking around and moving my hips. I was still timing contractions at that point, but once the pain reached a certain level I actually said "screw this!", threw the stopwatch into the back seat and told hubs to step on it because IT HURT.
We got to the hospital and paced in front of the ER doors until someone finally let us in. At that point, I was having to lean against the wall to get through the contractions and hubs was eyeballing me with worry. We walked back to labor and delivery...they got us settled into a room and then wanted me to lie down on the bed so they could hook up the fetal monitors and see what was going on. Lying on the bed was absolutely the LAST place I wanted to back hurt so much worse laying down, it was horrible - but I had to suck it up at least until they could check me. At that point, I was still only 1cm dialated...but about 70% effaced...and definately having contractions. I begged to be allowed to stand up next to the bed because I was so uncomfortable laying down - and they finally let me as long as I stayed in one spot so the monitors still worked. It felt so much better to sway back and forth and just MOVE...

After about 45 minutes, they checked me again and I was at 3cm - so FINALLY we officially were admitted and on our way! Hubs called all the family and went out to the car to get all our stuff - while I stood there in the room by myself pacing around and feeling really emotional about the fact that we were actually finally in labor and going to meet our baby.

I was able to handle things for a while, although the back pain was horrible. My mom and dad showed up and then Aaron and Carie showed and carie were GREAT about knowing where to push on my back and what positions to help me get in so I'd be more comfortable. Thank GOD those two were there to support me - not that hubs wasn't helping because he was doing awesome, it was just nice to have people there who've been through it before, you know?
Anyway, I finally decided I couldn't take the pain anymore and asked for drugs. They gave me something called Staydol (sp?) which was some fabulous stuff, lemme tell you...I thought I could go through the whole thing on that stuff. It didn't necessarily take away the pain, but I just didn't care that I was in pain, which is odd when I think about it - but that's how I remember feeling. I asked if I could just skip the epidural and keep taking the Staydol, but they said no because my kid feels the effects of that drug, and so it was for early and active labor only. Ooookay, so bring on the epidural!
I was actually quite terrified of the whole epidural process, but with all that back pain - I could have cared less if someone hit me over the head with a cast iron it wasn't that bad. I did get the shakes pretty easily when your adrenaline is pumping and you just shake uncontrollably. My mom kept asking if I was cold, but it was just my body reacting to everything, especially the meds. I have to say though, I HATED the feeling of my legs going numb....that sooo buggged me. I much prefered the Staydol over the epidural anyday, but at least the back pain was eased. I could still feel the contractions, but they were easy after that...and I was 6cm. At one point, I remember puking my ever loving guts out while poor hubs held the bucket. He's a sympathy puker, so let me just tell you he is a TROOPER because he didn't even gag...he just held that bucket and told me everything was going to be okay.
THEN - what I was worried about happening with the epidural...happened. Everything pretty much stopped. If I remember correctly, I fell asleep during that time - woooo! But I was also getting nowhere...when my contractions started back up, I was grateful because I was worried I'd wrecked everything by getting the medication. Fast forward five hours later, and I was still at 6cm. BAH.
The doc broke my water and there was meconium in the amniotic fluid - which can be risky because of course they don't want the baby inhaling any of that. My doc guessed that the kid's head was stuck behind my pelvic bone because he STILL hadn't dropped and at that point suggested doing a c-section and getting him out safely. He did give me the option of continuing on and trying to push him out...but I trust his opinion, and he really felt that it was better safe than sorry and doing a c-section would be the best thing. I got super emotional at that point. I think I was just so tired, after 17 hours of being in labor, and not really getting anywhere, and of course being scared of surgery, and worried about the baby...I just started to cry. Which is exactly when hub's parents arrived and walked into the room full of smiles and arms open for hugs. The poor things came exactly at the WRONG time because I was a wreck and I just put my hand up and asked them to give me a moment to absorb everything.
I'd say it was about 10 minutes later, they had me wheeling down the hall towards the was QUICK. Hubs got whisked off to get into scrubs and once I moved onto the operating table and laid down, the anesthesiologist started doing his thing and I started getting draped and prepped. I started to freak out when they strapped my arms down, and something in the medication I was given was causing some MAJOR shakes. I was kind of a mess...tears streaming down my red puffy face...shaking uncontrollably...exhausted and just completely freaked. I felt them start to do stuff to my belly, but I thought they were still prepping...hubs wasn't even in the room yet. I later found out that they'd already cut me open and when hubs walked into the room, he got an eyefull of my guts which got HIM freaked out. I calmed down alot when he finally appeared behind that drape and sat down by me. Luckily, they had left one arm unstrapped and he was able to hold my hand. I was shaking so badly, that he kept telling me to look into his eyes and not think about anything other than focusing on looking at him. I swear I had tears just pouring out that entire time...I distinctly remember feeling them go right into my ears and it bugged me. (weird the things you remember eh?)
It wasn't long before I felt a ton of tugging and pulling and movement and then I heard a loud "mmmmgaaaahhhh!" and it was the first sound my baby made. I will never forget that sound. I gulped and said "Ooooh" and hubs and I put our foreheads together and just relished the sound of our was an amazing moment. Then we were silent for what seemed like FOREVER while we waited for someone to tell us what it was. We knew they had to immediately check his lungs to make sure everything was okay, so we didn't see him right away...but finally we heard someone say "baby boy" and I think I said OH MY GOSH, I can't believe it! - but I probably just garbled that out because by then I was pretty much a sobbing mess. The next moments are such a blur, I just remember hubs was pacing between me and the baby and doctors and nurses were guessing weight because of his size....turns out his head WAS stuck behind my pelvic bone.
Shortly after that, they determined our kid was perfectly fine - they swaddled him up and handed him off to hubs, who stood there looking at me and looking at our baby and didn't know what to do. By this time I was asking for a puke bucket again and trying to toss to my cookies while still shaking horribly and of course crying.
The nurses told hubs he could walk out and see our family while they sewed me up and took me to recovery...but he just stood there looking at me dealing with what I was going through and holding our baby and said "I can't leave...I can't leave her like this" - he felt so torn. I looked at him and said "go honey, I'll be fine...go see our family" - and while he had a hard time leaving, he knew he couldn't stay with me anyway, so he brought Adam over so I could get a good glimpse of him, kissed me and then he left.

I remember being sewn up and them moving me onto a gurney and wheeling me down to recovery where things went kind of haywire. I remember feeling awful...absolutely horrible - and I was mumbling "why do I feel so awful?" over and over again - and still holding onto my puke bucket and dry heaving every few minutes...bleck. Then I sort of blacked out - and when I came to, I heard the nurse standing next to me on the phone saying "her blood pressure plummeted and I can't get it back up"..and then I heard her say "it's 60 over 64" (which to me sounded like ummm, close to DEATH...). It was so odd because I could hear everything around me, but I couldn't open my eyes, and I couldn't move (I tried, because she kept asking me to try) and I couldn't talk...which later it was explained that of COURSE I couldn't do any of those things with blood pressure that low. But what an emprisoning feeling that was....I so badly wanted to talk and ask questions about what was going on and am I going to like DIE or what? - but I had no ability to function at all, it sucked. Then I heard the nurse say that I'd spiked a fever and it was 102.7...and shortly after that I started up again with the shakes - only this time it was more like convulsions, I couldn't even keep my arms on the table..the nurse kept having to put them back over my stomach for me.
Let me just say - I was FUH-REAKED by this time. I was so sure that I was done for and I was never really going to see or hold my baby. I'm not sure just how serious the situation really was...or if it was just exaggerated because of the state I was in....but I think not being able to talk or see or move and just listening to everything that was going on, really made it seem worse than it was. The nurse was calling my OB and the anesthesiologist, so I kept hearing her tell people over the phone what was going on. Eventually she gave me a shot of demoral to stop the shakes...only it didn't work - so she gave me another one which finally did the trick. I was finally able to open my eyes (barely), and move my toes and fingers, and when I could finally talk - all I wanted was water. She gave me ice chips, but I think after me asking her 6927357 times for more ice chips, she finally caved and brought me a glass of water...which is when I proceeded to drain that sucker faster than you could blink an eye, and I then asked her 34286 times for more water. I was so thirsty, it was all I wanted...and I think I honestly drank about 10 glasses of water in about 15 minutes.
I finally asked about my baby and about hubs to make sure they were okay - and once assured they were fine, I fell asleep until they wheeled me back to my room which was around 9:30pm. Adam was born at 6:11pm - so I was in recovery a bit longer than normal.
I remember entering the room, and seeing hubs sitting in a rocking chair with our son - the biggest grin and yet biggest look of worry on his face once he saw me. He was alone...I can't remember where the family was...but I think it was nice that he had that time to just soak up everything we'd just been through.
Everyone was nice enough to wait to give him a bath until I was there. Course I was so doped up on demoral that I couldn't participate at all - hubs and my brother ended up doing it which was pretty darn cool. I felt so weird at that time, like I was just a lump with eyes...I was in and out and trying really hard to observe and take in everything around me - all the family being there and realizing that I had a SON. But I didn't even hold him, I was so out of it. Eventually, all the family left - my mom was totally upset about everything that happened in the recovery room, and was really concerned about leaving - but I told her hubs would be staying with me and we'd be fine.
So then at about 11pm, hubs got a phone call from our neighbor who was taking care of our pets that evening - and she regretfully informed him that one of our cats had escaped and she couldn't find him. We talked about it and decided he should head home and see if he could catch him and get him back inside. I told hubs it was okay if he couldn't stay overnight because I was so out of it, I was probably just going to sleep most of the night anyway. He went home and couldn't find the cat of course, so he stayed home waiting for the brat to show up on our doorstep, and I crashed into a demoral induced coma, while the nurses watched Adam.

At 4am, I woke up and actually felt somewhat normal...but something major was missing - so I buzzed the nurses and had them bring me my baby. I plucked him out of his little crib and put him on the bed with me while I peeled layer after layer of blankets off of him. I proceeded to spend the next hour just inspecting every inch of my critter, and crying and praying and being so thankful that he was okay and that he was here and he was safe and healthy - but also feeling an incredible sense of guilt that his first night in this world was not spent in my arms. There is a part of me that thinks I will never really get over that. I tried really hard not to have any expectations for labor...but I did not anticipate the emotional roller coaster I'd be on afterwards.
I held him tight and with tears running down my face, he fell asleep on my chest and I just sat there wide awake relishing every breath he took. The nurse who'd been there all night came in at the end of her shift at 6am, and took one look at him asleep on me and said "you know, I think that's exactly where he's wanted to be since he came into this world"...and then she smiled and patted my leg and left.
*sigh*, I could cry right now thinking about it because I think that's exactly what I needed to hear at that moment.

That morning, I begrudingly got myself out of bed at 8am and hobbled to the restroom - which in all honesty, made me wish we had a handicapped rail installed in our bathroom at home because yowza, that was an experience.
I tried to be on my feet alot that morning, or at least sitting in the rocking chair, because getting in and out of bed was really difficult and I knew that the more I could move around, the better off I'd be. Hubs came in at about 9am and was absolutely ecstatic to see me out of bed. He said I looked like a different person compared to the wife he left the night before.
We spent the next few hours napping together and marveling over the fact that we DID THAT and gazing at our little boy. All of hubs family arrived that afternoon, which was slightly chaotic with 3 little ones - but everyone was so excited to see the baby and they had to go back home that day, so we tried to let them hold him as much as possible. That night, my parents came by and took hubs to dinner - and then he was able to stay that night with me, which was awesome. I refused the good drugs and just stuck with Motrin because I'm super sensitive to medication and didn't want to be all loopy with a newborn to care for - again with the mother's guilt about not being able to care for him that first night, ha! (why do I get the feeling that mother's guilt is going to be a real bitch in this whole parenting process?)
The next day, we found out the hospital got slammed with five c-sections that morning, and we'd have to end up sharing a room. I was disappointed because they said it's really rare for that to happen, and I liked having our own room to ourselves. Lo and behold, our roomie gets wheeled in after her c-section and it turns out to be a couple from our birthing class. I overheard the nurse telling the husband that he wouldn't be able to stay the night since they were sharing a room, and he flat out said he wasnt' leaving...he couldn't leave his wife and newborn son...he'd stay awake all night if he had to - and I sympathized with the poor guy because I know how hubs felt leaving me that first night. So after cruising around all day and doing pretty darn well on just the Motrin - I asked one of the nurses (the nurses at French are FABULOUS by the way) what she thought my chances were of going home early, so not only could I get the heck out of dodge, but so they could have the room to themselves. I figured it was a long shot, but she said they were all marveling at how well I was doing and said she'd put in a good word for me and that I should ask my doctor about it when he stopped by.
My wonderful smiley doctor walked in shortly thereafter, and the first thing out of his mouth was "I hear that you are doing really well....AND I hear that you want to go home sooner rather than later". I laughed and said "well yeah, I think I'd get more rest at home don't you?"
and with a twinkle in his eye, he chuckled and said "well, I think we can make that happen - you've been a good patient, and on your feet and walking around fine - so I'll get more rest at home, let's get those bandages off, and I'll get the discharge papers in the works".
And THAT'S how I was able to get sent home within 48 hours - WOOOO!
The next couple of hours were a blur of paperwork and packing up and disbelief that they were going to just let us bring this kid home, just like that. Finally, we were wheeled out to the car where we strapped the boy into his carseat, and I sat in the backseat with him and cried almost the whole way home staring at his little sleeping face and amazed at everything that had taken place in the last couple of days and how our lives are forever changed by this experience.

All in all, I'd say that "birth day" was both the scariest and most wonderful day of my life thus far. Two very different emotions and feelings crammed into 24 hours...

and finally, "that's all I have to say about that". The End

Wednesday, May 21, 2008


Wow, last post May 9th - this month is such a blur.
Let's just say that we're going through an adjustment period over here at Casa de Adam. I'm trying to juggle a baby who's schedule is less of a schedule and more like just a big question mark at the beginning of every day...a job where I have to answer phones from 8 to 5 which can be tricky with a baby in the background...also, the small mountain of paperwork I need to tackle...and a household, which let's face it, has taken a serious beating since the critter arrived. Sometimes, I can have the living room all clean and pretty when I go to bed and then with feedings in the middle of the night somehow by morning, it looks like a tornado came through, carrying empty bottles and spit rags in it's path. And let's see - oh yes, then there's ME...what with the hormones and the wierd allergic reactions....stumbling around bleary eyed with spit-up stains on my pajamas, bags under my eyes, hair in complete disarray (make-up? what's THAT?) and usually a cup of coffee in one hand because let's face it people - I'm never gonna make it without a cup of joe throbbing through my system at any given time.
I won't even go there about the poor neglected dog with the big brown eyes who wistfully looks at me through the window begging for more exercise than a walk around the block or a toss or two of the ball can give her. (aaannnnd I went there anyway)

Days like today are my biggest challenge - as I'm on about 3 and a half hours of sleep, and the boy has been awake since is now, let's see...4pm?? That's right - he hasn't taken a single nap all day. Every time he falls asleep, I put him down, and seconds later he's awake and fussing because he's SO tired, but he's fighting it. I have one stubborn kid on my hands! (totally blaming that on hubs by the way). He is currently in his swing staring at his fish - silent and content, but also wide awake. At least I have a prayer of getting some sleep tonight...woooo!

I have all these posts that are half of course is the birth story - which if any of you know me, has to be this long winded rambling post instead of keeping it short and sweet. I also have several blogger friends who did the SWEETEST friggin thing for me and the boy a few weeks ago - and I have yet to either thank them, or finish my post (with pictures) about it know who you are, and I so apologize for my procrastination of a proper thank you! Also, I half wrote about my first mothers day and how spoiled I was by the hubster...see folks? I have good intentions - but at the end of the day, sleep trumps blog posting.

So anyway -we're doing fine over here...trying to figure things out and learning the best way to streamline my day and keep all my balls in the air at the same time. I don't know how you people with work and kids and blogs manage to do it all and seem like you have it all together (ahem, KELLY and JOANNA). Do either of you have any words of wisdom for this caffinated mama? Because I honestly don't know how you two manage to get out of the house each morning for work with actual CLOTHES that match, brushed hair and teeth, makeup applied..and let's not forget the kids who are dressed and fed and ready to go. And oh yeah, a full days work and then husbands and dinner and bedtime activities - and then you have time to BLOG? What's the secret? Is it crack? Inquiring minds want to know...

Friday, May 09, 2008

A letter from Adam

So - hub's mom has been having a tough time being away from our little yesterday, I decided to document as much as I could in pictures and send her a "letter" specifically from Adam about how he spends his day...sort of a Mother's Day surprise for her.
It came out so cute, I decided to go ahead and post it on here for your viewing pleasure :)
Here goes:

Hey's me, Adam!

I know you love me alot, and since you don't get to see me all the time, I decided to give you a little peek into my sit back and enjoy the ride! (and feel free to blow me kisses at any time - I assure you I can catch them from here)

"A Day In the Life of ME!"

This is me, right after breakfast...I was perfectly fine, but then mom said she wanted to give me a bath, so I decided to pitch a fit to distract her and she kept saying something about my bottom lip poking out... at least I didn't have to take a bath after that!

This is me on my changing table...I spend alot of time here as mom says I have "busy buns". It's a nice place, and I have plenty of room to kick my feet and fling out my arms!

This is me hanging out in my swing...
I like to fling my head back and stare at my fish - they tell me good stories and I usually nap here after our conversations.

Speaking of naps...yesterday I had my VERY FIRST playdate with a cute girl named Addison, and can you believe it? I slept through the WHOLE THING? Mom says I missed out on her chipmunk cheeks, and I need to pay more attention next time because she's super cute and has really nice parents.


Aaaaaannnnnnnd passed out on the couch in a food coma....

This is mom and I having a chat...otherwise known as her trying to keep me awake so I'll sleep more at nightime, hehe. We talk alot during the day - and she sings to me (I don't have the heart to tell her she can't carry a tune). I usually just stare at her suspiciously...fascinated that she has so many things to tell me.

Here I am all settled in my car seat getting ready for my first trip to Starbucks!

When we arrived, mom's friend Alison held me and I was so cozy that I fell asleep the whole time we were there...

When daddy comes home, he smothers me with kisses! I usually get dinner, and a good burp and then I settle in on his lap for some tv watching and snuggling. I loooove to stare at my daddy when he talks to me and he can't stop kissing me all over.

Mom finally got her way and after daddy time, she stripped me down for a bath....bah!

I'm not a huge fan of the bath yet...but daddy assures me if I'm anything like him, I'll love it eventually! I actually sucked it up and didn't cry at ALL for this one...

Here's me all warm and cozy and clean...and I'm not sure why dad always insists on doing that to my hair.

Mom says I smell so good that they should bottle it so we can send it to you....I hear grandma's love clean baby smell!

And finally, here I am in my "burrito" state - worn out from my long busy day, and ready for some hard core sleeping! (well... until I get hungry at 3:30am)

And here I am this morning - bright eyed and bushy tailed!

I can't WAIT to see you Grandma...I know you have a good snuggly spot near your heart that God put there JUST FOR ME! Keep blowing me kisses, so I can catch them until I get the real thing mmmmkay??

So, think she's gonna cry??? hehehehe
Happy Early Mother's Day to all you mom's out there!

*having issues posting pictures, so excuse the messy layout...

Monday, May 05, 2008

Playing catch up...

I feel like I have all these blog posts rambling around in my head, and yet no time to sit down and actually POST then I get behind and need to play catch up.

I think I will start by bragging about my sister in law Carie once again (she of the "bedding and diaper bag" fame). A few weeks ago, she dropped off the CUTEST invitation she made for Gracie's birthday party...all you scrapbookers out there are going to love this:
She also made cupcakes with sugar fondant daisy's (yes, she even made the daisy's) on them, they were SO YUMMY and they looked so adorable. She's like supermom with all the cool stuff she does.

Adam was so worn out from the party - that he actually passed out mid-yawn, ha!
And how about this precious three year old? What a doll face!


In other news, this last week I've been dealing with the rash from HELL. This whole recovery process has not been the easiest. Let's see, it all started a week after Adam was born, I got my staples out and the doc put steri strips on my incision. Well, silly ME forgot that I have a tape allergy, so the next day I started to get an itchy red rash all around my incision. I of course was worried about infection, but once I took the tape off and saw that the rash was exactly a rectangle shape like the tape, I realized what had happened. Basically it caused sort of a third degree burn on my skin, with blisters and everything - and it ITCHED horribly, so not a good combo. I went to the doctor and they gave me a steroid cream to put on it. 2 days later and the rash had now spread down both thighs, up my stomach and onto my chest. Eventually, it crept it's way down both arms and both legs and even onto my face. Needless to say, I was freaking out. I itched so badly, it was just consuming me - and I was so uncomfortable and of course sleep deprived as it is. I finally ended up at an urgent care center where I stumped 2 doctors before they brought in a third who's best guess is that I had a nasty reaction to something they did during the prep for the c-section. Apparantly the drapes they use have adhesive on one side, and since the rash was only on the FRONT of my body - it made sense that it had to be something related to that. Let's just say it's not a good feeling to be laying on a table half nekkid covered in a horrible rash while 3 men stare at you and go "hmmm, this is so wacky! I've never seen anything like it!". Yeah, GREAT. I was totally paranoid about giving whatever it was to my little man...I used so much soap and antibacterial gel that my hands ended up all dried out and crackly. Luckily, it's not contaigeous - wooo!

Anyway, they prescribed me Prednisone, and another cream to use - and FINALLY it started to go away. Pretty much everything is gone except for right around my incision, so I'm feeling much better - but still concerned about why I had such a crazy reaction. Hubs and my parents all want me to go to an allergist so I can be tested and make sure it doesn't happen again. This last week has just SUCKED what with the itching and the not sleeping and waking up every day to find the rash had spread somewhere else. I still have puffy red marks under both eyes, but I'm hoping they'll go away soon.


Squishy baby pics!

More to come soon!